Basically school is ok. i have to be on campus a lot more than i typically agree with, what with the four hour art class and the 2 hour spanish class plus whatever lab time i can muster. but uhhh... i dont know. ive been pretty anxious recently. i wake up and have to just lay there for a while and compose myself. it has also been starting to happen more frequently during the day. anddd i have been having some pretty bizarre dreams that i can't seem to remember. on the flip side i feel really good about the people ive been hanging out with and the fact that they all seem to kinda want me there... im used to just sitting back and not stepping on toes, and we all know thats not friendship or anything, but its all ive known for the last couple of years. basically im really happy with where i am right now except for the anxiety and my infrequent freak outs. oh and saying things i shouldn't. still working on that one. god bless stephanie and erin for listening to even half of my crap.
seriously though, i love my friends. even the ones i just met yesterday. they're all pretty sweet people so far. and blatantly honest to boot...
if anyone actually reads this and knows what to do about anxiety please help me out... im definately ready to not have to deal with it anymore.
<3
kari.
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